All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life

and...
my stupid family doesn't want to turn on the AC

AND

I'M

FUCKING

MELTING AWAY

Maybe i was wrong?
* Ego barges in and slaps Chi*

...I probably wasn't

..ignore the title

Clearly... if i knew what i was talking about i would be smarter
and another thing that is apparent is that i detest myself...

well.. not really I'm pretty awesome
ACTUALLY NO!!

..IM A FUCKTARD

downing my self again.. but what new about that?

BACK TO WHAT I WAS SSAYING
...what was i saying?
more like what was i thinking?
god..
haha

i was having this conversation earlier..
well not really i kinda just brought it up slightly

so i had a series of.. (can't believe I'm going to say this)unfortunate events today:

I woke up today in a semi-good mood.. still had some visions of that extremely amazing dream about the beach i had the night before (no it was not a sexual dream)
then as i open my door...
my mother gives me some.. somewhat unpleasant news...
and then... Chichi..got angry
well actually i was more depressed
then... i was forced to clean my room (which isn't so bad)
as i was cleaning i discovered one of my childhood stuffed animals (that i got... like the day i was born)
was badly ravaged...
ANOTHER THING WHICH REALLY PISSED ME OFF
I WENT TO SUBWAY AND TO MY SURPRISE I FOUND A CERTAIN SOMEONE (WHO I NOW HATE WITH EVERY FIBER IN MY BODY) AND A CERTAIN SOMEONE ELSE (who i actually don't know.. seemed like a cool dude)

AND THIS PERSON.... IS TRYING SO HARD TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD AND FOR SOME REASON TRYING TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE... i used to ignore it cause I felt some sort of pity.. BUT NOW I'M FUCKING ANGRY ANNOYED.. AND QUITE FRANKLY... REALLY HOT T__T

GOOD JOB BITCH YOU FINALLY ACCOMPLISHED SOMETHING IN YOUR LIFE
...anyway
i did something i never thought i would today
I watched a bunch of DB DBZ DBGT episodes today
and i gotta say it somewhat cheered me up.. actually not going to lie it made me feel like a
Super Saiyan!! ah aha imagine me? a character on DBZ, LOLZ
it would be a childhood dream come true!
Oh my...
I watched Goku and Vegeta fight the very first time
and HOLY CRAP it was good (despite the poor animation..it wasn't that bad though)


While snacking on a Twizzler ( Thanks for those made a good day better)

i had to make a tough choice...

I had to decide whether to Make my pikachu evolve or not

and HOMG
its a tuff choice

my pikachu is so bad ass it can take on THE GREAT ONE HIMSELF

but like... i want to evolve it for pokedex reasons..

life is full of hard choices

I hate making these choices...

OH PIKACHU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...

I CHOOSE YOU PIKACHU <3
HOLYCRAPPERSNAPPER

I'm like in the best mood of my life today!!!
but i dont know why!
and its kinda scaring me O_O
oh wait i think i know what it's about now

but still...
I Don't know how to handle this.. its like moving from taking care of a goldfish to taking care of a giant dog >__>

Ahahaha i haven't felt this randomly happy in like what?

*counts months on fingers*

6-7 months

i hope it lasts ;D
Whenever your around I can't help but smile

sometimes I hide it...
but lets be honest its really hard

ha ha
I know i don't say it much
actually i don't think i ever say it
but thats beside the point
just wanted to let you know

you make me life a little bit better
...actually a lot better



so thanks<3

rainbows, sunshine, the beach, girls

candy, food

sadness grief frustration... Fuck attempt failed


At least i tried
It's that time in life when you stop caring

OF COURSE I HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM

GOD
GO DIE


ARGGGAAHHHH
SO BORED

I dont know
...does it really matter anymore?
I dont know but
I think I maybe
Fallin for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
Im scared of what youll say
So Im hiding what Im feeling
But Im tired of
Holding this inside my head

Ive been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Ive been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Im fallin for you...
...
so today Me and my cousins were headed to go watch District 9
and we were like 8mins away from the theater when
Our van breakdown on the Highway...

So because of this...
we could not make it to DISTRICT 9

but we decided to go and watch The goods

which turned out to be quite funny.. it was like a lesser version of The Hangover

i think the best thing was that... the movie was like 14A....

BUT IT HAD SO MUCH NAKED HOOKERS!! im sorry there not hookers

..they were dancers

LOL

there was a family a couple rows behind me who brought a little boy

..luckiest little kid
...so yesterday GABE BONDOC was in mississauga

:D

no...
D:
i was in brampton and couldnt go...
but you know whats worse? about 20 people called me yesterday either rubbing it in my face or just reminding me that i couldnt go...

FUCK YOU
indeed i am..

SO
GABE BONDOC LEEJAY PASSION in Toronto last night

pretty epic
we gave gabe ladies underwear
..he took it

LOL

and yes i am a fangirl... well boy

but

(Y)

they were epic made my life

thump..thump....thump...thump...


So.. i spent the morning looking at my playlist and like all the titles and songs..

sound depressing >__>

not ganna lie, I actually had a good laugh...



It's been skipping a beat more often now

..fuck
i just don't know what number to start with
The thing that hurts the most is the distance
well not really, the thing that hurts the most is the IDEA that there will be distance
maybe by creating extra distance before hand
the real distance will hurt less
it actually hurts me more
but it wont be so bad for you...
Clearly neither of them can take a hint
or maybe... its just she cant?
or maybe he cant.. i do have the brain of an ant
I think He might be getting tired of it
but he tends to hide his feelings
Cause it seems like she ignores them
Maybe hes stupid
oh well even hes starting to forget
or atleast thats what he told me
he honesetly doesnt know
he tends to lie to himself
but it never works

i told him what to do
lets see what happens
And as soon as you turned around
...They shot me

but you never looked back
or heard me call your name

at least you got away
How about you go and die :D

...that is all

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