So some wise friends gave me some good advice
...i might just do that

well I'm not officially making that decision cause it would be boring life
but i've learned in the past... year? (well almost a year)
that sometimes its not so great on my end...
especially the feeling

I'm starting to hate that feeling now... It's weird to finally find something that i truly hate
hm.. its like that uneasy feeling... like planning what to do with my life
putting myself back on track. Actually, When i think about it that uneasy feeling isn't the feeling i hate... it has nothing to do with uneasiness. That other feeling, i think i just washed it out of my system (see you in 5 years)

maybe the future will be brighter... With my luck its almost certain it wont be

but one things for sure
i stopped knowing what to do a long time ago

i think its making a U-turn in the other direction

...Fucking great >__>

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