Don't You Hate It when you feel that your not needed, useless, and a waste of space

when you feel like your never heard
So you just sit there silently.. Or just stand there with your lips stuck together

The many days when you feel like a loner, despite everyone being around you

No smile on your face, no emotions in your eyes
..of course you do laugh now and again at your friends antics

You hide it well,
90% don't notice
5% take notice or "seem" to care
4.9% ask if they could do anything to help
0.1% actually really care about you and take action.. Or attempt to take action

(Note: you who read this probably think your the 4.9% or the 0.1%)

Right now, you feel like your heart is small, or made of stone or cold steel
..well guess what it is, and your starting to take pride in that...even more than your hair that seems to defy gravity
That's right your fauxhawked hair means nothing to you when you "want" to be heartless. Your not heartless, you just like seeing people happier than you and try to do anything for them, even if it means making yourself unhappy.

It's not a good life, you don't like it and you want to change but at the same time you want too keep life as it is. It's the only way of life you know. Granted that it's changed from the begining,
but the principle is the same:
Others needs > Yours

(some of you will think that's untrue, that's cause you don't notice the little things or even
the big things [you are the 90%])

Right now you need the 4.9% and 0.1%
...But they're not there,
Even if they come you'll push them away
To you that's the way it should be



don't you hate when you feel uselessly depressed

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