People say the New year is a fresh start. I'd like to think so too
But yea 2009 had it's ups and many downs

but overall it wasn't too bad.

I made a lot of new friends this year
..i lost a few

I got closer with a few
..i drifted apart from some

I went to clay <3
i met Gabe Bondoc
I never had my priorities straight at all this year.

I retired from soccer
..then i came out of retirement

I started a blog
..it kept me from going insane

I developed insomnia twice
..then i went to sleep

I met a girl at no frills
..my awkward charm won her over

I thought I was going to die
..so I changed the way I Lived

Turns out I was just mentally insane (oh joy)

5 people changed my life
...and they don't even know it

I met dick
..and he's a pig

I re-watched the first seasons of digimon, beyblade, yu-gi-oh, and dragon ball z

I tried my best to be a child to avoid my future
..i failed miserably

I went into depression
..certain people are pulling me out as we speak

I forgot what love meant
..and I dunno how to remember it

I played strip poker with 3 attractive university girls
..and i won

I realized being immortal isn't worth it anymore
..and i'm willing to trade it away

I taught myself to push people away
..but my friends have a firm grip

(only a few things from 2009)

2009 was not my year... but at the same time certain things changed me and kept me alive & happy. I guess helped it me be a better person. I'm not trying to run away from 2009 or erase it from my memories, well actually i am. But, I'm only doing it to move to the future. We can't change who we are.. we just grow into something else.

I have high hopes for 2010... I think its going to be a fun year and more importantly its going to be a good year for me. It wont be all happy, I'm going to lose a lot of friends when we graduate and that will be sad. But the ones who keep in touch, I'll know are real pals :).
Not to say i wont keep in touch.
But

Goodbye 2009
Hello 2010

Happy New year <3

I started 2009 telling someone that i loved them...
My life went down hill from there