This title is misleading...

If your hoping on reading a happy post about school being over for christmas and crap

Then stop reading HERE.


So seriously fuck life.To be honest I only pretend to be happy around you people..sure I laugh or smile, but it's all an elaborate hoax. I'm always in my own little bubble of negative energy

..Even though schools over and the stress is hiding in a cave in my mind for a short amount of time.. I still want to kill my self.
It's like i'm atlas (the guy who carried the world on his shoulder) and you took away the earth. Whats that leave me with?
I'm just a guy who's floating around in space
No purpose, no life and all the other things I said about myself in the last few posts.
I'm not saying without school I have no purpose.. I'm just reinforcing the fact that even when I don't have problems I have problems. I am mentally unwell and I am frequenly reminded of that point.
And seriously I am...well was..no I still am

Now it's just a long awaited series
of events that leads to my downfall

"Merry christmas to you"

Everythings wrong.. And don't tell me to look at the brightside

..I think people like me shouldn't be alive anymore
Group suicide anyone?
No no.. I think one death will be good enough
All in favour of me?
"Aye"
It's a landside victory..I win

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