the day is the 19th
..its 1 am
i have an argument with someone..and now i'm not falling asleep

..its 2am
starting to feel sleepy..then there's a scream, next thing i know i'm with my dad in the hospital
explaining to the doctor why we think my grandpa collapsed
oh well hes fine now

..4am
sitting in the emergency, this is depressing

..its 5am
i can't seem to fall asleep... guy next to me says "This life is going to be the end of me"
me: "waitwut?"

..its 6am
uhhh, heading home..gotta shower..grab something to eat..

..its 8am
rushing to school...no sleep whatsoever..all i had was a glass of milk
chest hurts..head hurts... sleep attempts
ignored

..its 9:30am
i'm to tired to deal with anything..time to sleep..passed out
ignored

..its 11:35am
wake up..apparently we're moving tables...im dazed out of my mind
ignored

..its 2:50pm
walking home..finally got food to eat.. havent eaten anything good since the night before..got my hands on some pizza..crossing street.. car hits my bag..knocks me down...drop only food...driver drives away...hip area hurts..arm kinda cut/scraped.. no food
still ignored

..its 5:35pm
running on no food..minimal sleep, now off to nightschool

..its 7:00pm
teacher is being a bitch today... sent me outa the class cause i put my head down

..its 7:50pm
thank god melvin had a tiny snack to eat...i was about to collapse
ignored.

..its 10:00pm
stomach filled
ignored.

12:49am
4/20/2010

not ignored..but feels like shit
still no sleep

..time to club self over head, oh wait i have philo homework

no sleep for the time being then


"This life will be the end of me"
"you know that moment when you look into someone's eyes the whole world goes quiet just for a second?"


Somethin bout the way
Somethin bout the way you look
In my eyes
You make everything so damn easy
So easy that I don't got to worry bout a thing

And baby when we touch
All I can see is the image of us
Sitting by the ocean
Just before the dusk
Sippin on a juice box and
Sand between our toes

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

Just tell me you don't love me
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do
Tell me I don't make you smile
Like I do when you walk in the room
You're so hard to let go

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we say it's forever
But this ain't a fantasy
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

This hurts so much to know that you're
With someone else when you should be w me
It's just hard to accept that I can't be around
He better be treatin you good
I'm no einstein but I know a sign
When I see one
And I know you love me too

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