BBQ A WHOLE LOT
get a job
hang out with friends
make a sims family tree representing my family
learn a few songs on guitar
work out
make some short movies
do katchi vlogs
right some scripts
family timess
maybe blog more
cry in the dark when you're alone cause no one will know. Also, it's statistically what mostly all men do

The darkness is comforting because it has no expectations of me
come and go for me
never felt so alone

THUNDER AND LIGHTNING
i love it, can you feel the electricity in the air?
....It's a strange one to say the least
I can make stress disappear
not other peoples stress mind you, just my own
It's not like I don't feel stress
i feel stress, i feel so much stress its like 100x the force of gravity
but it's for a very short period of time
because I just push it down.. far enough till it just disappears out of existence
side-effects include headaches and lack of sleep
but even those are subsiding
also certain stressors can cause everything to go out of wack
Becoming desensitized to stressed almost too good to be true
Alternatively, there could be a section in my brain storing all this stress
eventually causing me to explode and snap

Cbox recommanded : ]