i should've picked a better place to live

even if you care
doesnt even matter
I don't think its for me anymore
not just cause of bad experiences
like i use to chase it before..
but now it doesn't seem worth it
why?
cause when you endure something
and its out of the blue
and unreasonably dumb
and obviously never going to happen again
and made no impact on someone
well fuck it
right?


you make it seem so easy..flaunting it in my face
i need one for my :@
hazzzah

also
im reallyfucking grumpy now adays

thnks
regds
In my 19 (almost 20) years of being alive, i have never seen nor been under a mistletoe

LOL
i can never satisfy that urge to edit and film videos
..i think its always going to be there
weird dream, something crazy was happening in the world.. like it was going to shit and people are all running about..
i learned a few things in my head
i think myself as quite a resourceful person in times of stress

also

dinosaurs will appear at when the world goes into chaos
It hurts..so much.. just to push back every urge


god fucking damnit

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